Monday, March 29, 2004
no more post here .. xanga is where i am
Posted at 08:23 pm by Freakerhead
Sunday, November 09, 2003
ok so uhh .. my little comment thing isnt a chat .. so please dont try to act hard or whatever and try to cuss .. no need for that .. haha ok im done with this.
Posted at 05:43 pm by Freakerhead
Monday, October 27, 2003
Reality check for sure ..
so yeha .. this fire crap really sucks .. today was waaaay too borring .. yeah we got to stay home
but it was the most boringest day ever since i couldnt go outside since the air was just waaaaaaay to awful. and i wanted my friends here so we can all entertain one another but nope .. no can do. =/
i tried to do so much shit just to keep myself busy in hopes that time will pass by but right now its only 6:23 oh my Fing god.! no joke. . .boredness to the max. i attempted hw .. but damn i just dont have the discipline to do it right now .. and nothign really is on tv. except at 8 its showing house on haunted hill boy oh boy .. thats the most exciting thing ive heard so far. pretty lame huh?
well yea .. i guess only 2 days of shcool for us. kinda weird. and thursday .. man i was so looknig forward to haunted hotel but i dunno whats gonna happen to that anymore. i was hoping to see * .. but i dunno .. we'll see i guess? .. man i hate how time screws EVERYTHING up. i freaking sweaaaar.
well yeah. i guess i really dont have much to say. i guess this whole weekend has been a reality check. and i realized how supportive and caring some people are and how ignorant and bitter some are. so whatever.
Posted at 06:27 pm by Freakerhead
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
matchbook romance-promise
Ever get those feelings when you have met a certain someone in your life that just gives you some sorta happiness that your friends cant? .. like you guys could just be chillen there doing nothing saying nothing but you'll still be smiling as if youve just explored the world or something .. yeah those feelings sucks when you lose it ..
why is it that when im almost 100% sure its gone it tends to sneak up behind me and surprise me and bring me back to where i began ..
its pathetic how i still cant learn my lesson when it comes to you .. its like im running in circles and the same out come always happens .. youree happy and im not .. .. it should be the opposite.
the only goal was so easy to accomplish it was ridiculous how it was soo challenging .. its out of my league .. im intimidated by your presence .. but yet i feel safe.
yeah i just wanted to say that .. whats been on my mind and all .. take it for what it is and dont try to analyze what im not saying.
Posted at 06:54 am by Freakerhead
Monday, October 13, 2003
Today was weiird ,. while walking to spanish i was glancing at the floor and realized a green paper ---> im TEN DOLLARS RICHER! man o man .. thats gas money for sure. . hehe stats i took a test . dont think i did so well but we'll see. brit lit of course was fun .. lunch was lunch . . physics i took a quiz and befor ei could finish my pencil was broken! it was saaad so i didnt finsh my test. then econ drew helped fix my pencil and stupid me! i had .7 led in it! blaaah . then after school went to physics finished my test and my pencil broke AGAIN~! ahhah ...
then as i was walking out i see dom oh how i miss her! hehe .. then i see JEZZZ WITH FLOWERS! AHHH IM SOO HAPPY FOR U! MAN THAT WAS THE HARDEST SECRET TO KEEP AWAY! now its just rona and i . blaah ... then i see derek and friends .. awesome stuff.
then i came home and i dont feel so well .. so im done.
JEZZ IM TRYEN .
Posted at 03:45 pm by Freakerhead
Sunday, October 05, 2003
hate? ... strongly against
the things i said DID have some meaning towards it and not all of it was out of anger .. and yanno what i DONT REGRET saying it but im sorry it happened
Posted at 07:55 pm by Freakerhead
Tuesday, September 30, 2003
so im hearing two different stories ..
im stuck in the middle of the path ..
with two directions both with the risk of heartbreak ..
should i stay confused or should i pursue one of the path? ..
too bad you arent perfect for me then i would know exactly what to do ..
can anyone help me? ...
if i go do you promise to stay ..
Posted at 09:41 pm by Freakerhead
Monday, September 29, 2003
damn all this college crap is soo
stressful .. i dunno i guess i
thought i had it all set but in reality i
dont .. so i have some choices
uc santa barbara
uc irvine
university of san diego
california state long beach
california state san diego
california state university: san luis obispo
i really have no freaking clue but i think im gonna apply to those and see which one i get into. im really hoping to get into one of the UC schools ..
well this is just for my own reference .. sorry for sucha boring entry.
Posted at 05:28 pm by Freakerhead
Saturday, September 27, 2003
wow today actually turned out really fun .. ok so i was attempting to read for brit lit but it didnt happen and i ended up taking a nap and then nicole wakes me up .. heheh so we talk a little .. then i'm awake and feeling really bored. I call up my friends .. the only person who came to the rescue was ms. allison bautista awesome! so then she thought of me coming over and making my ice cream invention .. then bri and rona finally call me and i meet them up at jamba juice .. so there i see mister chris san andres and RJ ... they hook it up with a discount and me and rona split! then i went to get gas .. damn when will gas prices go down?!?! its killing me!!!!!
afterwards i headed on over to alli's house then we make our way to vons there we purchased: napolean (strawberry chocolate and vanilla) and mint n chocolate chip ice cream, some kiwi, apples, peaches, banana. then we headed on over to rona's house and picked her up. then we went on over to jimmie's apartment and waited for jezz. then me rona jezz alli and jommel headed on over to alli's house. we chilled wtached some breaking videos from andrew and we attempted to copy them but didnt happen.
we made my creation. in my opinion i think it tasted well. i liked it a lot .. however my lovely friends didnt. they just dont got the creative taste like me! hehehe .. next mission .. SANDWICH!
then derek comes over and we chill some mroe and since i appreciated his friendship i headed on over to park village. i went on over to nicole poquiz's house and she helped me with some physics. man i missed that girl .. but she's tutoring me.. so we get to chill and thats awesome! then i headed back to alli's house to find derek's car gone and lights turned out so i thought they had all left .. but yeah we chill there some more. and i guess we were feeling the negativity there and decided we should leave.
me rona jezz jommel and derek head on over to
rona's house and we watch
darkness falls ... freaken crap that movie scared the crap outta me and it was funny too cause i was tryen to make a bet with rona that the first person who screams owes the other 5 bucks and it was me!!!!!!! man i hit my head too .. thanks derek. haha .. so we watch the movie i get scared a lot and so does rona but jezz is chillen looking like shes falling asleep and derek .. hahaha .. yeah you know what im talken abou derek .. i think?
so after the movie me and jezz go and pick up my broham. then we head on over home.
fun times today. thanks friends ...
jam: copeland .. *wink*
Posted at 10:45 pm by Freakerhead
yesterday i went to school . .school was school . nothing new. then afterwards i went to this music store to try and sell my instrument .. but it didnt work .. dammit .. does anyone know where i can sell instruments?!?!? well anyways .. afterwards i came home .. no one could go out or if they could had no ride so i ended of staying home .. then around 7ish glenn calls me and picks me up and we went to nang's house and met up with the rest of his friends and went to sombero. then afterwards i came home early since my mom preferred i come home early last night ..
today man im freaking at home!!!!!!!!!!!! im sooooooo annoyed and mad that im home!!!! where are all my friends??!?!?? ... daaaamn succcckssss !!!!!!!!! im booooooooorrrrrrreeeeed like no other! fuck! .. i hate this staying home deal. ugh .. i wish i worked or something. =/ well this morning i went shopping with my sis .. got myself a new jacket shirt jeans and a pair of shoes. my sis got practicalyl the same stuff .. so yeah.
dunno what im doing the rest of the day but i hope i do something ..
Posted at 02:37 pm by Freakerhead
