Thursday, September 25, 2003
yesterday i went to the senior fundraiser at california pizza kitchen with nicole poquiz! man .. that girl eats a looot! ahha .. man that place is so expensive .. i dont really like it very much. after that we went to rubios to get churros then nicole helped me with physics .. yikes .. physics test next week .. 45% of my gradddddde! im very nervous. then we went back to CPK then we saw more people .. then i went home.
today went to school .. had the pep rally .. man its been a long time since ive seen the bleachers filled but maybe cause it was mandatory. . but yeha. seniors have no spirit .. its kidna sad. hhaha yeah i guess its good cause we got to miss class .. so yeah! good job omar senar! haha .. nice MCings .. thing. alrite well i got work at 5 .. not really wanting to work since management sucks butt and they only put me and a manager to close when you shoudl have 3 people. whatever ..
well im watchen wade robson so its the end! its the weekend coming up!!!! im soo excited!
Posted at 04:10 pm by Freakerhead
Saturday, September 20, 2003
so today i wake up and get ready .. and wait and wait until jackie finally calls and shes coming down .. i cashed in my check and then i went on over to in n out to get some animal style fries .. ehhh theyre alrite .. so me jackie and nick chill for a very long time and we didnt really come up with much. we ended up going to cold stones cause i was craving ice cream .. hmm 4 bucks for like something HUGE that i couldnt finish .. kinda waste .. but yanno how it is when you got the biggest cravin .. well yeah we then head on over to andy's house .. and he tries to fix my antenna! haha. .
man it took us about like 3 hours or something (well it seems like it) and all i wanted was to mkae the buzzing go away and it took andy like a minute to do that .. haha! maaaan if only you wouldve listened to me from the start. then afterwards bri rona and alli come by .. i couldnt leave so they left then phu and sharyn came by and we chilled some more. jackie leaves and then bri rona and alli come back! then we all went to ruby's dinner (except alli .. sucky) .. yeah they seemed kinda racist .. they put as in like a secluded area with nooooo flower! howw gaaaay! well i ate fries there .. daamn so much fries .. then we walked around a little then we all drove home. (andy's) daaaamn .. hahaha the car ride was awesome. BRITNEY SPEARS ALLL THE WAAAAAAAY! hehehe .. now im home .. kinda tired .. think im getting siiiccckk .. eeek!
thanks ANDY for fixing the buzzing of my antenna and calling me mean names and injuring me by your abusiveness (f.y.i. i have a scar on my wrist!) and thanks for checking out other girls with your mouth open in front of me! =] hahaha. .. jk jk. youre a great pal though!
thanks bri rona and alli for the visit! fun times!
Posted at 10:44 pm by Freakerhead
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
i can relate to this one ..
STEPHEN SPEAKS-PASSENGER SEAT
i modified some of the words hehe. but it brings back memories.. *sigh*
Ilook at him and had to smile
as we go drivin for a while
his hair blowin' in the open window of my car and,
as we go the traffic lights
I watch them glimmer in his eyes
in the darkness of the evening
& I got all that I need
right here in the passenger seat
oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
knowing that he's inches from me
we stopped to get something to drink
my mind clouds and I can't think
scared to death to say I like him
then the moon peeks from the clouds
hear my heart beat so loud
tryin to tell him exactly...
that I got all that I need
right here in the passenger seat
oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
knowing that she's inches from me
oh and I know...
this love grows...
Posted at 07:25 pm by Freakerhead
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
im taken a break from homework .. man i hate it but its not gonna get better cause its a never ending thing. blaaahh! ..
school is school .. nothing new. after school i came home. homework .. thats all.
boring? .. indeed =/
Posted at 05:45 pm by Freakerhead
Monday, September 15, 2003
right now im watchen the wade robson project .. man wade is sucha great dancer. niiiiice.. so today at school .. man theres some classes that go slower then others .. it killls me! ahhh! im dying here .. haha .. well whatever . best part of my boring classes was econ haha .. some of you know what im talken about. hhaha. afterschool .. i talked to my exhusband. . haha if youre reading this i didnt cheat on you . weirdo! you divorced meee~! hehe .. trust!?!? haha youre weirdo! =] well yeah my mom comes and picks me up shes kinda mad since i took to long .. oh well.
so tomorrow hopefully alli glenn and i will make more ice cream project .. yesss .. lets hope i dont get a lot of hw! you know how people daydream? .. dude today i was day dreaming about ice cream and mixing it up . be daring with the flavors! hehe .. yeah yeah .. im weird i know. whoo carrees!
chocolate ice cream
vanilla ice cream
mint ice cream
+ kiwi, strawberry, banana
------------------------------------------
yummy ice cream hopefully
well yeah .. i gotta study for my brit lit test!
Posted at 04:33 pm by Freakerhead
Saturday, September 13, 2003
today was just soo busy ..
morningish:
so i wake up at like 830ish .. then my sis and i get ready and we go shopping a little then we went to the bank and then to get gas (yeah my car basically always has a low supply of gas .. damn those gas prices!). then i came home and chilled a little at home . ate and all that stuff.
afternoonish:
my sister was getting ready to go to work when her car was acting all retarted. so she ended up taking my car .. i was kinda irritated cause i had just filled up gas in the car but she'll fill up gas .. i hope. so my mom rushes me to get reaady so i can drive down to clairmont area to get the car fix. then i was wanting some boba so we headed on over to get some boba! yuumm .. then we went to the 99 ranch market so we can check up on my glasses (yeah i broke my glasses .. hehe) then my mom did a little shopping there. then we headed back to the car place since we forgot stuff . then we were driving on the road and my mom is thinking about getting my sister a new car since she feels sorry for her. she's wanting to get her whatever car which is crrazzzyy. My mom and i were then looking for a Acura dealer ship but we missed the one going south and we didnt know any north so we ended up not test driving cars. then my mom and i went to the supermarket since she had to buy some stuff .. i check the time and its like about 430ish.
eveningish:
i come home and im wondering if derek ever came .. but i call and he's in mesa verde. so im like hmm .. well he ends up coming around 5 something and we chill in his car for a little but it was really hot so i didnt want to be there so we drive and we ended up at the beach. (la jolla) . man i swear la jolla is soo nice .. i love their homes! i saw this one house with like chandeliers in like every room and they were all sparkling and it looked so pretty when the sun shined on them and they made those rainbows! hehe .. but derek didnt find them too entertaining .. so derek parks like literally 15-20 min. of walking distance for who knows why .. im guessing he loves his car soo much that he doesnt want anything to happen to it but i dunno. so we walk all the way down and we see these stairs so we end up taking it and its like this dirt road and on the left its like backyards of these nice ass houses and on the right its the ocean .. (very nice). we just walked and walked and we were near the cove now. we were in the grassy area and we see some more stairs and we ended up taking it and it was like these rocks with with water and
crabs and
hermet crabs .. omg they were soo cute cause they were soo small .. but derek wouldnt catch one for me .. he was too scared . . i dont blame him i was kinda scared to catch one with my hands too. so we chill there for awhile .. i really wanted to watch
the sunset but i watched some of it .. you need a lot of patience to see it set .. but overall the view of the ocean was awesome! .. then afterwards i was finally getting hungry and derek tells me thats the whole purpose of walking extremely far .. daanng ... so we walk all the waaay back for like another 30ish minute or something and we head back down to mira mesa. while driving i see this like big star (or so i thought). but derek i guess tells me its mars .. how interesting .. hehe .. anyways .. we couldnt figure out what we wanted to eat .. we drive up and down and later derek wanted like italian and we were both thinking of
mimi's so we ended up going there. i had this salad that seemed forever to finish and derek had this past thing that was hugge. plus we got like these muffins and all that stufff cause our waitress brought it. so we're eating and talken and derek disses my
grammatical errors and basically all my stupid comments ..
alli i believe that theory back in airbands wheree i can only talk to a guy for 5 min. has been proven true.
so derek and i have our laughs and moments where something would just keep you laughing and smiling nonstop. man i havent had those fun times in
awhile .. it was fun. i guess since school and all that crap you just forget to enjoy life .. i had some time to think while in the car ride so yeah. well we couldnt finish our food so we ended up jsut boxing them and taking them to go. then rona alli bri and some other people call me (sorry i didnt pick up before). so derek and i head to
robby's bday party!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROBBY! (sunday)
so we chill there .. then afterwards i walked brianna to her car and derek and i got in this whole thing about his visa card and my shoe!
no such thing as a happy ending:
.. he did something that got me soo irritated .. dont you ever have one of those things that just annoy you when people do it ?!?! .. yeah well thats what happened. and i got mad for like 5 sec. but i somehow got over it but i dunno. so i ended up tryen to walk away from him but in the end i just walked back in the house. then i call derek back cause i wanted to tell him something and he gets lost for like 15 min. and when he came i told him i just wanted to give him a hug .. but no he gets mad. and im like wth .. so i ended up going after derek .. we talk .. i understand his point of view .. dont think he understands me. or wants to understand . whichever way of thinking it was i dont think he does understand. sorry derek ... well there was actually something that i did want to say but you know how like when youre soo forced to say what you wanted to say you dont actually wanna say anymore?!?! .. well yeha that happened to me! so i ask him to give me 5 min. of his busy schedule and he says "you got 5 seconds" .. ouch that hurts. so his car is still started and he basically wanted to drive off .. but i convinced him not to sorta .. i think? well yeah we talk and i ended up thinking that i might as well just stop talken before i say anything more. so he i guess went to ryan's little party .. probably to drink or something and i end up going back to robby's.
then i went back into the party .. damn glenn and all them were all dancing .. haha it was soo funny. man they're soo comfortable with their sexuality. its funny .. well yeah highlight of my night ..
seeing ms. samantha deleon!
omg i havent seen her since like the 5th or 6th grraddee..and the weird part was that she was there the whoooleee time! i was jsut to robby " hey did samantha deleon come .. " and he's like "yeah shes right there". omg .. niice seeing you! you're soo tall and pretty! hehehe .. we finally get to see one another. well rona and alli leave .. and i had my therapy session with glenn .. haha .. then i decided to go home. thanks glenn for the ride and the talk .. then i chilled some more at home.
today was pretty fun.
man this is sucha long entry .. but its ok .. its early in the morning and no one is on and i have free time to just think about yesterday .
Posted at 12:00 am by Freakerhead
Friday, September 12, 2003
Wow .. yesterday went by kinda fast .. ok so umm .. i went to spanish and i had a test .. i think the test was pretty easy! went to brit lit had a test .. ehh dont think i did so well =/ then i went to econ .. we had a project our group would have gotten second place but we over multiplied our stuff .. so! we failed =[ damn this suuuucks!!! i really need to do well this semester too .. dammit .. i guess less talken/chillen with my friends and more studying?!? .. ehh well i'll try .. ok
after school me rona and alli went to jack in the box to get some food then we headed on over to beautista's house and chilled talked and all that good stuff .. then we went on over to mister cordova's house for practice .. damn i cant believe we're performing today .. crrrazzzy .. we've only had like 3 practice too! and ive only attended 2 of those .. so i hope i'll do well .. i dunno we'll see. then afterwards i went to work . .dang i swear i did soo much today because the cashier i was working with is sooOoo SLLLOOOWWW! and my manager gets really annoyed of slow people and shes soo anal (dont know if i spelt this right) about the floor and little cleaning stuff and wanted me to do them .. i got to see soo many people today! mel bri don mary danah and chris and i took a break together .. hahaa the smoothie wasnt the best .. still a working progress! hehe ..
then i came home and i see my sister's knew PUPPY!!!!!!!!!!! yay another puppy to play with .. makes me happy =] since we gave away LEXI . =[
man this weekend is gonna be interesting .. i have so much to do!! but im happy that it's the weekend! yeaahhh!
Posted at 08:59 am by Freakerhead
Tuesday, September 09, 2003
so today was pretty chill .. 1st period me and don just chilled in my car and talked like always .. haha fun times. then 2nd period was alrite .. cooper seems kinda eh but we'll see. stats .. well it was independent work period and he wasnt talken soo much which was a first but tomorrow i got a test .. i hope i'll do well. then 4th period of course was pretty cool. 5th is probably my coolest class cause i have liao .. yeah dude i thought i did bad on my test but it turns out i didnt! haha yesss stupid T.A. doesnt know how to grade and instead of getting a 67% on the test i ended up getting a 87% .. so that made me happy =] 6th period same old .. dutton tlaks and we sit there .. i look at drew as he's falling asleep .. haha but this time he actually stayed awake! props to you andrew! then after school i go home do a little hw .. my mom's friend came over with her kid jonathon! omg cutest kid eevvverr! i love playing with him .. hehe then i went to practice at mister cordova's resident .. so yeah we learn like massive choreography today .. plus the other day i went so i basically learned like uhh .. well more then 8 sets of 8 counts haha tahts all i know .. 3 timberlake songs .. i was getitng kinda confused today since to me all his songs sound similar so i was like "dang what song is this now" .. yeah then rona and i try to learn how to belly dance. . haha fuuuunnnnnny! we were tryen to do this belly floor dancing thing and we looked like idiots .. haha but overall it was just full of laughters! .. then we chilled talked and then rona and i went to jack in the box then rona got picked up and i went to pick up my bro . .now im home .. chatting a bit then gonna study for my tests! ..
man the moon was pretty big and nice today!
Posted at 08:20 pm by Freakerhead
Sunday, September 07, 2003
today i just worked then came home and felt really tired then i picked up my bro. tomorrow is school .. not too excited about that .. school just gets me more stressed and unhappy. .. so yeah im bored like no other .. and when you got time on your hand you just think about stuff ..
question: does history repeat itself?!??! .. i feel like my past has caught up with me and things that happened before are coming up and this time its the opposite .. i dont think i make too much sense but yeah. i feel like the stuff i left behind has finally came back. hmm .. i guess what goes around does come around ...
Posted at 07:11 pm by Freakerhead
Saturday, September 06, 2003
maybe i do miss you .. but just maybe
today was pretty cool .. so i wake up and like i try to call nicole poquiz over and over .. and finally at 11 i call her house and shes awake! haha shes been awake since like 7ish .. wowzer very early! well yeah i hurried and took a shower and all that good stuff and nicole came to my house .. then we headed on over to the bank so i can cash in my check cause i am broke .. but yeah .. then we went to her house to drop off her car. then we were deciding on where to go and we went to eat at carmel mountain and chris met us up there. we ate then we decided to go and see chris's soon to be house. we couldnt get in but we just looked at the model houses up in rancho bernardo. my gosshh big asss houses! i LIKE lots! well yeah we were like pretending to buuy a house and like freaken chris is like making conversation with the real estate and telling her he makes 100,000 a year and he's rooming with us and we make 100Gs too .. hahha weirdo . .so we chilled in the model homes for a long time since it was AIR CONDITIONED! then we drove around and nicole wanted to see someone's house (no names mentioned) and so chris drives there .. pretty nice house. near his family and all that. its nice. then afterwards we head on over to carmel mountain so nicole can use the restroom then we went driving around looking at the scenery .. passed by torrey pines beach. awesome .. i love the beach .. then we head back to carmel mountain and get my car and i drop off nicole.
then bri and rona call me and ask me if i want to go to marianne's grandma's party in mira mesa. so i get ready and meet them there. dang lots of family .. got to see erika pimp girl perform and jeff kev kyle and chris perform! AWESOME job guys! the funniest part was when alli and chris were tryen to hula .. hahha! good times .. so we chill there and talk and all that. first time that the girls and guys were chillen outside of dancing and performances. it was nice. then we head on over to in n out. some people at and all that .. i enjoyed my FREE WATER! YuUUMmM! dang so many people there dom, jeanna, jamie, mike, ray, henry nathan, ryan, brian, and derek. then we all just one by one left .. and derek walked me to my car .. hahaha .. but we ended up talen a walk around the parking lot! hahahaha .. funny .. we had a good talk. derek: you never know what the future will be about . .. keep that in mind .. hehhe. .. but thanks for the snow globe (i dont think i ever really thanked you for that) .. well yeah his friend's were yelling for him to hurry so we said our goodbyes.. haha then i went to pick up my bro then my cousin and now im home .. chatting away . so yeah.
today was fun.
for some odd reason i still cant get you off my mind .. why?!?!?!? .. i wish you cared.
Posted at 10:54 pm by Freakerhead
